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Feeling worthless
Feeling like I'm not here
Feeling like this isn't painless
Feeling numb, like I'm not real

Can't stop
Can't handle my feelings
Can't handle a single thought
Can't stop hiding everything, concealing

I'm a mess
I'm crying
I'm tired of this stress
I'm tired of hiding

I'm hiding it all
I'm hiding in my darkness
Im ready to fall
I'm never gonna stop feeling so heartless

Can't keep feeling it all
Can't get the tears out
Can't scream, They're all so small
Can't scream, all I wanna do is shout

Who are you?
Who am I?
Who, is all I can ask, who?
Who am I? How did I get so shy?

Opening up
Holding it in
Need to make that jump
Need to stop running and hiding

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Christina Sprague

Mental health is important. Lover of family, animals, and writing poetry.